Growing up I was always told to read the Bible, which I had to with my parents, for church and in private school. I knew most of the Bible stories and memorized so many scriptures, some that I still remember to this day. I didn't truly understand what it all meant though, I just did … Continue reading the Bible is life!
I abused alcohol since I was 16 years old and it was a HUGE issue in my marriage. I don't want that to be a part of me anymore. Did I ever think of myself as an alcoholic? No. Most people abuse alcohol so it seemed normal for so many reasons. But I would drink … Continue reading 6 months sober today.
a drive in the country, singing some tunes. the breeze flows through my windows, blowing my blonde curls around in circles. the air heats up, as the summer sun begins to get hotter. it's an end to an awesome morning. little happy times, i love my life. don't miss out on these moments, they happen … Continue reading my happy moments
I was bullied as a kid in a private school and I struggled with insecurities my entire life. I made a choice to get breast implants at 26 years old. I battled through years of partying... abusing drugs, alcohol and being promiscuous. I was destroyed into pieces and walls of hurt, lack of self worth … Continue reading God saved me over and over
Sometimes you will lose relationships and friendships to continue to grow and that is okay. It may be sad, it may hurt, you may feel disappointed and you may question "why" often. Everything happens for a reason and I truly believe that God has your back. I've learned a lot since my divorce in the … Continue reading growing apart
Every time I think of you, my face lights up. Like when you see a puppy. I can't ever describe the way that I feel exactly... Unreal, magical, dream state? You make me want to do more with my life. To push myself to limits, I've never even thought were possible. You make me want … Continue reading pure happiness
Where is this pain in my heart, lump in my throat, and tear in my eye coming from? My soul feels empty. I never knew just how much I could love someone until you were gone and I was missing you. The first day of class when our professor took roll call, she called my favorite name. I … Continue reading friends first