I abused alcohol since I was 16 years old and it was a HUGE issue in my marriage. I don't want that to be a part of me anymore. Did I ever think of myself as an alcoholic? No. Most people abuse alcohol so it seemed normal for so many reasons. But I would drink … Continue reading 6 months sober today.
My heart aches so much when I hear about you... Self destruction. What are you doing!? If I would've stayed, Would you be on this road again!? I know that you have to be hurting deep down inside. I am. I'm happy because I am learning to truly love myself. God has saved me because … Continue reading broken heart
a drive in the country, singing some tunes. the breeze flows through my windows, blowing my blonde curls around in circles. the air heats up, as the summer sun begins to get hotter. it's an end to an awesome morning. little happy times, i love my life. don't miss out on these moments, they happen … Continue reading my happy moments
I can't keep going through this. I keep crying out to you God and when I think it's of you, it turns out not to be. I don't understand why! What is it that I am missing??? I try to follow my heart and hear you, but it's not working. Are you saying, "practice patience … Continue reading dear God…
I was bullied as a kid in a private school and I struggled with insecurities my entire life. I made a choice to get breast implants at 26 years old. I battled through years of partying... abusing drugs, alcohol and being promiscuous. I was destroyed into pieces and walls of hurt, lack of self worth … Continue reading God saved me over and over
We have to take care of our ourselves first, gals. That is the most important thing I can say to you. Your feelings and what you want out of life and in a realtionship matter! Stop chasing these manipulators and dirt bags that treat you like a doormat. You deserve to be treated with respect … Continue reading stop looking
I used to think that this day was so important. I used to quickly defend Sweetest Day when people would say to me, "it's just a Hallmark holiday", or "it's no big deal, it's just another day". Today I actually figured out possibly why so many other girls have felt the same way as me. … Continue reading today a.k.a. sweetest day