I abused alcohol since I was 16 years old and it was a HUGE issue in my marriage. I don't want that to be a part of me anymore. Did I ever think of myself as an alcoholic? No. Most people abuse alcohol so it seemed normal for so many reasons. But I would drink … Continue reading 6 months sober today.
a drive in the country, singing some tunes. the breeze flows through my windows, blowing my blonde curls around in circles. the air heats up, as the summer sun begins to get hotter. it's an end to an awesome morning. little happy times, i love my life. don't miss out on these moments, they happen … Continue reading my happy moments
I can't keep going through this. I keep crying out to you God and when I think it's of you, it turns out not to be. I don't understand why! What is it that I am missing??? I try to follow my heart and hear you, but it's not working. Are you saying, "practice patience … Continue reading dear God…
I was bullied as a kid in a private school and I struggled with insecurities my entire life. I made a choice to get breast implants at 26 years old. I battled through years of partying... abusing drugs, alcohol and being promiscuous. I was destroyed into pieces and walls of hurt, lack of self worth … Continue reading God saved me over and over
We have to take care of our ourselves first, gals. That is the most important thing I can say to you. Your feelings and what you want out of life and in a realtionship matter! Stop chasing these manipulators and dirt bags that treat you like a doormat. You deserve to be treated with respect … Continue reading stop looking
It takes a long time to heal from a broken heart. You often think that the pain will never go away. Will it? It does get easier. You think that you are okay most days as time goes on, but then something triggers it. It could be anything. That hurt and rejection that someone didn't … Continue reading healing is a long process
Every time I think of you, my face lights up. Like when you see a puppy. I can't ever describe the way that I feel exactly... Unreal, magical, dream state? You make me want to do more with my life. To push myself to limits, I've never even thought were possible. You make me want … Continue reading pure happiness