I abused alcohol since I was 16 years old and it was a HUGE issue in my marriage. I don't want that to be a part of me anymore. Did I ever think of myself as an alcoholic? No. Most people abuse alcohol so it seemed normal for so many reasons. But I would drink … Continue reading 6 months sober today.
a drive in the country, singing some tunes. the breeze flows through my windows, blowing my blonde curls around in circles. the air heats up, as the summer sun begins to get hotter. it's an end to an awesome morning. little happy times, i love my life. don't miss out on these moments, they happen … Continue reading my happy moments
It takes a long time to heal from a broken heart. You often think that the pain will never go away. Will it? It does get easier. You think that you are okay most days as time goes on, but then something triggers it. It could be anything. That hurt and rejection that someone didn't … Continue reading healing is a long process
Every time I think of you, my face lights up. Like when you see a puppy. I can't ever describe the way that I feel exactly... Unreal, magical, dream state? You make me want to do more with my life. To push myself to limits, I've never even thought were possible. You make me want … Continue reading pure happiness
Where is this pain in my heart, lump in my throat, and tear in my eye coming from? My soul feels empty. I never knew just how much I could love someone until you were gone and I was missing you. The first day of class when our professor took roll call, she called my favorite name. I … Continue reading friends first
Today my Grandma turned 87 years old. She is a part of my soul that I cannot bare to think will be missing someday. She has Alzheimer's and dementia. It was difficult to call & say happy birthday to her because for the first time, she didn't say a word back, not even I love … Continue reading thinking about Gram…
Today has been a great & positive day!! Can I just shout out to the world that I LOVE HELPING PEOPLE!! I love seeing how happy they get, how grateful they are & how their positive energy pours onto me & makes me even more happy 😃 Being able to give back to the people of my … Continue reading dose of happiness!