Growing up I was always told to read the Bible, which I had to with my parents, for church and in private school. I knew most of the Bible stories and memorized so many scriptures, some that I still remember to this day. I didn't truly understand what it all meant though, I just did … Continue reading the Bible is life!
I abused alcohol since I was 16 years old and it was a HUGE issue in my marriage. I don't want that to be a part of me anymore. Did I ever think of myself as an alcoholic? No. Most people abuse alcohol so it seemed normal for so many reasons. But I would drink … Continue reading 6 months sober today.
It's late and I should be sleeping, but reading back in my some of my journals is quite painful. I hear a girl who just wanted true love. Always searching and falling fast. I had a lot of insecurities for many years. My thoughts were full of sadness, hurt, anger and resentment. I battled with … Continue reading thoughts on my journals
Ohhh. Such deep sadness! I want to cry a thousand rivers. It hurts. I try to find the positive that surrounds me, pushing those tears away... find a smile from within. Was I attracted to goodbyes? Did I attach myself to a potential love that I knew was destructive and temporary, just to keep from truly … Continue reading run away girl
I was bullied as a kid in a private school and I struggled with insecurities my entire life. I made a choice to get breast implants at 26 years old. I battled through years of partying... abusing drugs, alcohol and being promiscuous. I was destroyed into pieces and walls of hurt, lack of self worth … Continue reading God saved me over and over
People from all over the world have very different definitions of cheating, but once you've been cheated on it's very hard to trust again. You try so hard to, but your eyes are opened up more to lots of little things and behaviors of the opposite sex. Sometimes it's difficult to just live your life … Continue reading cheating
We have to take care of our ourselves first, gals. That is the most important thing I can say to you. Your feelings and what you want out of life and in a realtionship matter! Stop chasing these manipulators and dirt bags that treat you like a doormat. You deserve to be treated with respect … Continue reading stop looking