thoughts on my journals

It's late and I should be sleeping, but reading back in my some of my journals is quite painful. I hear a girl who just wanted true love. Always searching and falling fast. I had a lot of insecurities for many years. My thoughts were full of sadness, hurt, anger and resentment. I battled with … Continue reading thoughts on my journals

run away girl

Ohhh. Such deep sadness! I want to cry a thousand rivers. It hurts. I try to find the positive that surrounds me, pushing those tears away... find a smile from within. Was I attracted to goodbyes? Did I attach myself to a potential love that I knew was destructive and temporary, just to keep from truly … Continue reading run away girl


People from all over the world have very different definitions of cheating, but once you've been cheated on it's very hard to trust again.  You try so hard to, but your eyes are opened up more to lots of little things and behaviors of the opposite sex.  Sometimes it's difficult to just live your life … Continue reading cheating