Growing up I was always told to read the Bible, which I had to with my parents, for church and in private school. I knew most of the Bible stories and memorized so many scriptures, some that I still remember to this day. I didn't truly understand what it all meant though, I just did … Continue reading the Bible is life!
I abused alcohol since I was 16 years old and it was a HUGE issue in my marriage. I don't want that to be a part of me anymore. Did I ever think of myself as an alcoholic? No. Most people abuse alcohol so it seemed normal for so many reasons. But I would drink … Continue reading 6 months sober today.
It's late and I should be sleeping, but reading back in my some of my journals is quite painful. I hear a girl who just wanted true love. Always searching and falling fast. I had a lot of insecurities for many years. My thoughts were full of sadness, hurt, anger and resentment. I battled with … Continue reading thoughts on my journals
I can't keep going through this. I keep crying out to you God and when I think it's of you, it turns out not to be. I don't understand why! What is it that I am missing??? I try to follow my heart and hear you, but it's not working. Are you saying, "practice patience … Continue reading dear God…
I was bullied as a kid in a private school and I struggled with insecurities my entire life. I made a choice to get breast implants at 26 years old. I battled through years of partying... abusing drugs, alcohol and being promiscuous. I was destroyed into pieces and walls of hurt, lack of self worth … Continue reading God saved me over and over
People from all over the world have very different definitions of cheating, but once you've been cheated on it's very hard to trust again. You try so hard to, but your eyes are opened up more to lots of little things and behaviors of the opposite sex. Sometimes it's difficult to just live your life … Continue reading cheating
People are there for a reason at specific times in our lives. Haiti truly changed my heart and so did my divorce. My heart changed again recently when I lost my Gram. She was the most incredible woman and role model. Her death brought light upon me to show me who is really there for … Continue reading learning to let go