looking in the mirror

Today I feel confused and sad…  a new perspective and now I’m looking at myself differently. I’ve been working on letting go of a lot of hurt from my past because it continues to destroy me and my soul. I feel like I just let a good relationship go I think because of all of my emotional baggage I still keep carrying. Realizing I really do need to look at myself and make some changes. My marriage was immature, full of fighting, drama, lacking a consistency of God and this is what I’ve been used to for the last 10 years. Well, really every relationship I’ve been in. It’s definitely time for me to own up to some feelings that I’ve been pushing away and take some responsibility. Let go of the hurt, anger, pain and guilt from my marriage. I need to change the way I think and do certain things that I thought was normal. Destructive behavior, hanging out with friends who are negative influences and drama and me being so needy. I need to figure out who I am. I really don’t know where all of this stems from. I just have to move forward from all of this. It’s time to break this vicious cycle. -trw

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